Shut Up and Kiss Me

You and I were a movie

That I never wanted to end

Young adult fiction

You were more than just a friend

Playing all my records

While I was somewhere on the road

Wanting you forever you were softer

Than the New York snow

You’re my dream lover

And I don’t wanna fall asleep

Underneath the covers you said

Shut up and kiss me

When I look in the mirror

I see a boy forever changed

And we both know for the better

We won’t waste time again

Playing all my records

While I was somewhere on the road

Wanting you forever you were softer

Than the New York snow

You’re my dream lover

And I don’t wanna fall asleep

Underneath the covers you said

Shut up and kiss me

Abandon

Costa Rica you left me by the poolside

You took a ride 

On a motorbike with a stranger 

That you never met til that night

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

Now you’re somewhere fading up in the heavens

And you’re barely standing with your

Arms and your legs and your feet and your eyes

You know you drive your black bmw up some country road up some ocean side drive

You don’t miss me and I don’t miss you

And I hate you and it's been ten years since i've seen you

But i'm coping with the aloneness and the abandon and the loneliness

That I can't ride or die or hide away from

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

Ten years and I’m facing my fears and 

I can’t believe that you’re never even here around me anymore 

You’re just some apparition some ephemeral little vision in my brain in my eyes behind my skull

there you go

You’re some flashing light out the window

I can’t feel you around me anymore

Goodbye

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much